The reality is, my confidence isnt exactly here at the moment. It's due to me feeling 'stagnant' if you will. I feel that I'm not doing anything breakthrough, not really improving, and in many ways slipping. I just am not where I want to be at the moment (either due to personal expectation or others both online and off). I'm trying to get the motivation and confidence back but I seem to be having a ton of trouble doing so recently. I'm just kinda... bleh. Honestly I hate feeling like this and unfortunately there isn't much I can do to fix it except wait it out.
Not like it matters, I have 6 Followers. Thanks for staying loyal, friends.